I guess,

I suffer more than most.


I´ve been awake, 

While they were unconscious.


I am sure they had sex,

While I was drowning in the steam room next door.


I am sure

They have been inhaling shit,

While I was hidden beneath their noses.


I bet,

They smoked infinite grasslands.

While my psyche was weakened by fear.


I´m certain.

They had crazy ass headaches.

While my muscles were choking on tachycardia.


I swear,

Your breathing goes

Steadier than mine.

And I am sure

You sleep at night.