I´m high

A few inches above the floor.


I feel their stare.

A stare that messes up my breathing.


That´s wrong.

That´s not supposed to happen.


Be the echo.

Suppress the warmth of a feeling.

Be normal, they said.


Their thoughts.

Their ways.

Are the only ways.

I surrendered mine. 

For unlimited time.


Only in dreams I find truth.

Only in them I feel real.



I´m down.

Buried beneath the surface.

Being no one.

Being killed.